Sail, Sail Away.
For these past few days, I have been thinking to myself of whether i am an uptight and boring person. I don't have much to talk about in terms of adventures and exciting stories but what i constantly talk about is my fear of the future and of whether i can be who i wanted to be. In fact, because i am worried about the future, i can't loosen up and do the #yolo stuffs like others do. I can't. It's not just about i do not let myself do, but it's also because it's in my blood. I am a person who loves to stay indoor and get comfortable. I love silence, i hate crowded and loud places. I don't drink simply because i couldn't stand the taste of alcohol and i don't smoke because i don't want to have the addiction, mind you, i don't want to have a yellow teeth. I keep thinking that perhaps i am the ultimate nerd. I don't even do scary stuffs like bungee jumping or roller coaster due to my fear of heights. I am scared of a lot of things and therefore, i don't live an exciting life as others do and i'm ok with it. I am so happy being in this safe zone. I don't need an exciting and adventurous life, as long as i can get what i wanted in life. That alone, is enough. I have this one chance to live and i want to spend it wisely, in my own way, my own rules. As for those judgmental society, you can say whatever you want. I do not need someone to tell me how to live or to tell me what life is about. The meanings of life differ from one another, and mine is simply..... mine.