Sail, Sail Away.

For these past few days, I have been thinking to myself of whether i am an uptight and boring person. I don't have much to talk about in terms of adventures and exciting stories but what i constantly talk about is my fear of the future and of whether i can be who i wanted to be. In fact, because i am worried about the future, i can't loosen up and do the #yolo stuffs like others do. I can't. It's not just about i do not let myself do, but it's also because it's in my blood. I am a person who loves to stay indoor and get comfortable. I love silence, i hate crowded and loud places. I don't drink simply because i couldn't stand the taste of alcohol and i don't smoke because i don't want to have the addiction, mind you, i don't want to have a yellow teeth. I keep thinking that perhaps i am the ultimate nerd. I don't even do scary stuffs like bungee jumping or roller coaster due to my fear of heights. I am scared of a lot of things and therefore, i don't live an exciting life as others do and i'm ok with it. I am so happy being in this safe zone. I don't need an exciting and adventurous life, as long as i can get what i wanted in life. That alone, is enough. I have this one chance to live and i want to spend it wisely, in my own way, my own rules. As for those judgmental society, you can say whatever you want. I do not need someone to tell me how to live or to tell me what life is about. The meanings of life differ from one another, and mine is simply..... mine. 

Blue Stripes Cropped Blouse : ZARA ;  Midi Mesh Skirt : Editor's Market ; Two-way Shoulder Bag : Topshop ; Heeled Sandals : Asos

Blue Stripes Cropped Blouse : ZARA ; 
Midi Mesh Skirt : Editor's Market ;
Two-way Shoulder Bag : Topshop ;
Heeled Sandals : Asos

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