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I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
— Nicholas Sparks

It must be my quote of the week, as it pretty much sums up this week's experiences of mine and this week must be the toughest week yet. I am so hurt, up until now that an idea i thought of is deemed as a joke. It might sound ridiculous to others, but i always thought of something from a business point of view of whether it could or couldn't make money. And just FYI, sometimes the most ridiculous idea is the idea that makes the most money. When others ask for your opinion, you don't just burst out saying it's a joke no matter how a straight - forward person you are. What will you feel if the idea you've been thinking about is considered as a joke to others? I think it's just rude and offensive. But anyway, i know for a fact that i may not be as smart or as creative as others, but i am clear of what i wanted to do and i am clear of to who i wanted to be and i think, to clearly know my aims and dreams are enough. 

Anyway, i am feeling very vulnerable for these past few days and i don't know what is going on. 

Silvia TehComment